Fucked up big time

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 19:53:00 GMT

Well....sorry i haven't wrote in a while...forgot all about this thing. Well some crazy shit has happened...sadly to say i'm not wit dani anymore...i fucked up and i think i lost her forever....i am trying to prove myself but can't really prove yourself in 3 days...so it will take time. I hope i get her back...i just have to stop being stupid and remember what i have. I really hope that she can give me a chance even though she has given me about 100 chances, but i do want to be wit her for the rest of my life. I want to marry her. I truly love her and need her.

just real bored

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:19:16 GMT

well i'm bored out of my mind....being takin care of lola.....thinkin about dani.....can't get her out of my head....miss her so much.....got to be up at 4am tomorrow....got work til 5...then takin care of lola....thats my life now....work...lola...my wife (dani).....thats it....i don't even have time to get drunk anymore...crazy huh lol...well thats it for now...i think...peace

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 02:50:09 GMT

well.....i hate bein sick....it sucks.....but it was ok. Me and Lisa took Lola (the puppy) to the beach for the first time. She had a blast. She had sand all over her nose and mouth. It was so cute. I video taped it.....it was some funny shit. It was a pretty boring day....well i will write again when somethin good happens.

Update on this weekend

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 01:13:43 GMT

Just wanted to tell everyone about my weekend. Well Dani came to visit for the weekend. She came in thursday night....the night wasn't going off like we planned....first her flight got delayed. She called me all upset thinking she wasn't goin to see me. But she did...her plane left at 9:10 and she got in at like 11:45 i think,Vinnie came with me to get her.....we were pretty early and we had nothing to do so i came up with the idea that me and Vinnie go back to my car and drink a little while we wait. I was really nervous because i was planning on asking her to marry me when she got off the plane so i wanted to drink a little so calm down. So we just chilled in my car talked about stupid shit, drank a little then headed back into in airport and waited for Dani. It felt like she was never going to get off that plane. Then i saw her walking down the stairs and i started to run up them and i just hugged her for like a good 5 minutes. Then we walked down the stairs and i grabbed her hand and stopped her and turned her around and looked into her eyes...then i got on one knee....she didn't know what to do. Her eyes filled up with tears and she put her hands over her mouth....she kept saying " o my god!" and was telling me to get up from the floor....then i took out a box i had in my pocket and took the ring out.....then i said to her " Dani will you marry me?" She had me on the floor for 5 minutes before she finally answered me but the answer was yes. Then i got up and gave her a kiss and told her i loved her. Then we started to walk and we met back up with Vinnie because he went outside to smoke a butt. Then we left and Dani and Vinnie drank.....Vinnie drank half of the handle i had so he got pretty drunk pretty fast but it was all good. We didn't get home until 2 a.m. Then we dropped Vinnie off and went home and ate some taco bell and went to bed. I was happy to just be with her again. Then friday morning we woke up i took her to get a coffee then i had to take her to her mom's house becuase she had a wedding to go to at like 5. So i wasn't going to be able to hang with her until later that night. So around 2 or 3 i went of Vinnie's and hung with everyone over there. Sean went to the store for me and got me a handle....i still had a half of handle from the other night but i wanted more. Then around 9:45 Dani got back to her house and me and Vinnie went and got her and then we went to his friends Liz's house in Cohasset. I thought we were going to be able to play beer pong but we didn't...we sat there, drank a little and watched the South Park movie....not a exciting night but o well. Then saturday me and Dani went into Boston for the day to do some shopping and to just spend the day together because she was leaving early sunday morning and i wouldn't be able to see her. We had a good day...we bought matching Kangol skally caps.....mine light brown and black and hers pink and black. I also got another pair of aviators...i think they are like my 20th pair of aviators. Then we went to my around 5 and the turkey dinner that my mom made for Dani. Then around 7 i had to take her to her mom's house....she got really upset because she didn't want to leave or say goodbye to me. I drove her to the house and i just gave her the biggest hug and told her i loved her. I might not see her until November so i decided that everytime i get my check or if i get alot of tips for taking old people's heavy ass bags then i'm going to mail her money to get a plane ticket to come in October because i can't wait two months to see her. i love her so much. i'm crazy about her.

Someone shit on the coats!

Fucked up big time

just real bored

Update on this weekend